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  I was breathing heavily and definitely sweating when we stopped just inside a gallery that looked very much like all the others. Alex spun suddenly, and I collided with his chest. He reached for my arms to steady me, his eyes studying my face.

  “Are you okay?”

  I nodded. “Yeah. Fine. Water.”

  “What?”

  “Need water.” I fanned myself, unable to manage long sentences.

  He grinned. “We’ll have time for that later; come stand over here.”

  Alex reached for my hand again and pulled me to a bench in the middle of the room. I thought he wanted me to sit on it, so I moved to do just that.

  “No, no, no—you can’t sit yet. Stand here, like this.” He positioned me next to the bench, angling my shoulders very precisely toward the open doors we’d just entered.

  I glared at him because, though the wheels were sometimes slow, the gears in my head just clicked, and I caught on that he was definitely up to something. I glanced down at my T-shirt and read the white lettering. It said, Tasered Anyone Today?

  Oh shizterhosen.

  “What’s going on?”

  Alex lifted his eyebrows, gave me another grin. This time I could see his excitement; it was a living, palpable thing.

  “Well, you said-”

  “Alex! There you are.”

  Alex turned, and I leaned to one side to look around my husband to see who had just entered the room. It was Dan the security man with his stripper eyes.

  “Dan…?” I said.

  “Sandra. Hey.” He lifted his chin in greeting, then turned his attention to Alex. “You’re late. If we’re going to do this, then you need to get into position.”

  “Okay, we got it.” Alex nodded.

  “Is she wearing the vest?” Dan pointed to me.

  “The vest?” I asked them both; neither answered.

  “I was just about to do that.” Alex reached under the bench and pulled out two items: a bag and a bulletproof vest. The first he handed to Dan. The vest he hoisted around my shoulders and helped me slip my arms through.

  “What…wait…what is going on?” I knew my eyes were huge as they moved between Alex and Dan.

  Dan briefly dug around in the bag, then handed Alex an odd-looking black rectangle, which he took with care, then turned to me.

  “We have just enough time to go over the basics. Don’t worry; they shouldn’t be armed, and the rest of Dan’s team will either be chasing them in here or are on the other side of that door. I wouldn’t put you in a situation where there was a chance you’d get hurt. Okay? You’re perfectly safe.”

  “What is going on?” I asked again, this time my voice betraying my panic. My heart was racing, I was hot and sweaty, and everything was happening too fast.

  Dan ignored my question and pointed to the strange rectangle thing Alex was holding. “You will aim like this, and press here, then the dart electrodes will shoot out—but they’ll stay connected via conductors…”

  I blinked at Dan and his calm recitation of how to operate the object, which I’d just realized was a taser. I was so entrenched in my own little world of shock—no pun intended—that I missed most of the demonstration, but I did tune back in just in time to hear the never do’s, aka: never point it like this, and never do that, and never touch here.

  “Oh my God…who, who am I going to taser?”

  “Just some guy who is trying to steal art.” Alex shrugged, he literally shrugged off the fact that I would soon be electrocuting someone. I wasn’t surprised because Alex was a total weirdo, but I was stunned…again, no pun intended.

  “Some guy? Some guy?” My voice cracked.

  “Don’t worry about it, Sandra. If you don’t stun him, I’ll do it. Either way these guys are going down. This was the plan all along, to bring them in here. It doesn’t matter who does it; it only matters that-” Dan stopped speaking and pressed his first and middle finger to his ear, his eyes losing focus like he was listening. Abruptly, he turned away and marched over to the open doors, standing to one side.

  “Alex, this is crazy,” I whispered.

  “I know.” He grinned. “I love your crazy. It makes really good fig salad.”

  I laughed—half hysterical, half confused—then said, “I can’t believe you arranged this. I don’t know that I can do it; it feels so staged.”

  He gripped my shoulders then smoothed his hands down to my elbows and squeezed. “We’ve been following this scam for months; it was a complete coincidence that it was set to happen today. I saw the chance, and I thought it might make a fun birthday gift; but you don’t have to do it.”

  “Your birthday gift to me is to place me in the middle of an art heist so that I can taser someone?”

  He nodded, smiling, looking very proud.

  “Thank you, Alex. I mean it. I...I just love you so much.”

  “Less than a minute.” We heard Dan call from the other side of the room. “Alex, get in position.”

  Alex smiled at me. I smiled at him.

  As he stood next to me, shoulder to shoulder, I shook my head, feeling a surge of wonder and love and gratitude that we’d found each other, because—really—who else in the world was this weird? Who else was ever going to get me and think I was awesome instead of disturbed?

  Alex.

  Only Alex.

  Because he was awesome.

  And I was in stupid love with the fact that we were now, and would forever be, awesome together.

  ~END~

  Scene 4: Beauty and the Beard

  Author’s Note: Dear Reader, This scene takes place between the last chapter and the epilogue of Beauty and the Mustache; specifically, three months after the last chapter but seven months before the epilogue. Also, it has sexy times. So…yeah. <3 Penny

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  “Time flies like an arrow; fruit flies like a banana.”

  ― Anthony G. Oettinger

  Waiting for Drew was like waiting for Christmas morning; each day leading up to his March 4 arrival felt like a hundred days; each hour felt like a thousand hours; each minute felt like an eternity.

  Time, the sadist, was never on my side.

  I paced from my bedroom to the kitchen, looked around at the bare countertops, opened the vacant refrigerator, and then walked to the living room. I was fidgety, restless.

  All my luggage was packed. All my furniture sold or given away. The remainder of my boxes had been shipped to Tennessee three days prior. My apartment was empty except for the aforementioned luggage, the sleeping bag and pillow I’d used last night, and my knitting work in progress.

  Drew and I would be having dinner with my knitting group and their husbands/significant others where applicable, spending the night at Janie and Quinn’s penthouse, and then driving home tomorrow.

  Home.

  I was going home with Drew.

  I was so ready. Stick a fork in me, I was done.

  But time had slowed by epic proportions, and with each glance at my watch a minute or less had passed. I even checked the time against my phone to make sure my watch wasn’t broken. I thought about calling Drew but quickly dismissed the idea.

  We’d been separated since I flew back to Chicago from Tennessee after the first of the year, and it had been torture—both the sweet and the terrible kind.

  Terrible torture because Drew wasn’t an emailer. He didn’t like cell phones. I’d tried Skyping with him my first week back in Chicago, but we’d both become irritable and frustrated by the intangibility of the contact.

  Sweet torture because Drew sent me a letter every day and demanded that I do the same. And by demand, I mean he’d called me one day during the middle of January and demanded that I send him a letter every day. Our conversation went like this:

  Me: “Drew! Hey-”

  Drew, sounding angry: “I don’t want to talk to you on the phone. It pisses me off. Instead, you’re going to send me a letter every day.”

  Me, confused and initially hurt: “Talki
ng to me pisses you off?”

  Drew, sounding exasperated: “Yes, it pisses me off. Hearing your voice makes me want to do things to you. You’re not here. I can’t do those things.”

  Me, still confused, no longer hurt, but also a little flushed with reluctant pleasure: “A letter doesn’t make you want to do things to me?”

  Drew: “I always want to do things to you, Sugar. But I can touch a letter. And I know that you’ve touched it too. Your words, in your handwriting, committed to the page. It’s a gift, not a dangling carrot.”

  Me: “Fine, then I demand you do the same.”

  Drew: “I was planning on it.”

  Me: “Good.”

  Drew: “Good. I love you. Don’t call me unless it’s an emergency. Bye.”

  And that was the last time I’d heard his voice in ten weeks. True to his word, he sent a letter every day, sometimes two, sometimes three. He was right; the letters were a gift. Five became twenty; twenty became forty; at last count I had eighty-two letters.

  They were so much better than a fleeting telephone call. They were a snapshot of Drew, of his thoughts and feelings and desires, a tangible representation of him. They were poetic and raw. They made me laugh and cry and turned me on and fall deeper in love with him. They made the separation more bearable and each cold Chicago day brighter.

  But they made my nights agony. Sweet, terrible agony.

  Did I miss the sound of his voice?

  Hell to the yes.

  But would I trade even one of the letters for a hundred phone calls?

  Hell to the no.

  Huffing out a frustrated breath, I checked my watch for the millionth time in the last ten minutes. Drew said he’d arrive sometime around 5:00 p.m. It was now 2:34 p.m.

  I groaned. It might as well be a hundred years since time was an evil, agony-loving whore who enjoyed making me suffer. Gathering a deep breath, I pressed my hand to my chest because my heart hurt. I sat down on the carpet and leaned against the wall at my back, my legs stretched out in front of me and crossed at the ankles, determined to work on knitting my spring hat.

  But I missed him so much, and I was crazy anxious; I couldn’t think straight. I kept knitting when I should be purling, slipping when I should be doing a yarn over. After two rows the hat was a mess, and I was exasperated and only five minutes had passed. Thank goodness it wasn’t a colorwork pattern or cables.

  Growling, I shoved the hat back in my project bag; I would have to unknit the rows later. My dysfunctional hat caught on something as I was thrusting it into the zippered pouch, so I fumbled around the inside of the bag to remove the object. My eyebrows jumped, my eyes widened, and my heart gave a substantial leap when I found that the object was, in fact, two of Drew’s letters.

  They were the two letters I’d read only once when they’d arrived last month. I thought I’d lost them and tore my apartment apart after they’d gone missing.

  I was overjoyed that I found them and that they’d been safely tucked away in my knitting bag for weeks. Greedily, I opened the first of the missives, smoothing the pages he’d filled with his neat, efficient letters. I loved that his handwriting was so orderly, so legible. He wrote in small, perfect capital letters and in straight lines, so disciplined and careful, yet completely masculine.

  But the words inspired chaos. They saturated my mind and my body, twisted my heart, tangled my emotions. They were a torrential downpour, surrounding me, and made me think of thunderstorms in the old mountains. I loved it.

  Dear Ashley,

  We found two rabid raccoons in Cades Cove today. One chased a bear up a tree, but madness kept the raccoon grounded. It was unable to climb, its movements too uncoordinated. I shot the raccoon on sight then tranqued the bear. I used the new net design beneath the tree to break its fall. But the bear was infected, so I had to euthanize it. I’m guessing it was just over a year old.

  I came home tonight, and I wished you were here, at the house, waiting for me. I needed you and your softness, the sweet gentleness of your voice. I needed you. Sometimes I feel like a monster when I do the right thing. I hope that feeling never fades. I don’t like the idea of becoming anesthetized to life and death, even when the death is a raccoon or a bear.

  Being a reluctant monster is less concerning to me than becoming numb. I think I fear numbness and mindlessness above all else. I know the easier path is paved with the simplicity of indifference, of prioritizing hopes based on the effort required for attainment and the likelihood of achievement.

  But then wouldn’t we miss out on dreams? Would we ever climb mountains? Isn’t being a realist, striving to be just one thing, accepting our limitations, the same as giving up?

  I am a monster; I will not deny it. I exist as many things. All of them are in love with you.

  Love, Drew

  I sighed with pleasurable pain, wishing I’d been there to hold him after his troubling day, and smiled a little at his meditations. Drew wasn’t overly dramatic, but he was a deep thinker.

  His announcement that he was a monster struck me as extremely pragmatic, like he’d accepted this facet of himself without giving in to it or allowing it to take over. Instead he identified it, labeled it, allowed himself to mourn for the lives he’d taken as part of his duty, and accepted that he would carry this burden.

  Furthermore, he would not attempt to lighten the burden. He was so freaking honorable, he drove me crazy.

  I reached for the second letter. It had been sent on the same day but in a different envelope. I loved that he didn’t wait, collect them together to send in a batch, but rather made multiple trips to the post office.

  This time his handwriting was slightly less meticulous, like he’d written the letter very quickly, in a sudden rush to commit the words to the page.

  Dear Ash,

  When you are here I will wake you every day. I will not be content to watch you sleep. I will cover your body with my body, with my mouth. I will take the sweetness from your skin. It will be mine to take.

  When you are here I will make you laugh every day. I will not be content to see you frown or worry. I will take your burdens and turn them to dust. I will take the sweetness from your smile. It will be mine to take.

  When you are here I will make you pie and watch you eat. I will watch you lick the fork with your tongue and taste and savor each of your moans and your sighs with my tongue. I will take the sweetness from your pleasure. It will be mine to take.

  Thoughts of what I will take from you keep me from sleep, and I touch myself where I long to touch you, how I need you to touch me. I will take the sweetness from you, Sugar. You are mine to take.

  -Drew

  I finished the letter, one of my hands pressed against my flushed cheek, and became aware that I was hot all over.

  His words were still very much weapons. They slayed me, burned me, turned me to ash (no pun intended). Often times after reading one of his letters (like this one) my silly heart would dance and twist in my chest, gallop then stutter. Just like me, my heart had become a fool for Drew Runous.

  I re-read it, imagining him doing all the things he’d promised in the letter; his hand on my stomach, inching lower; his lips at my neck…I closed my eyes. I was positively awash in want. My skin was sensitized, my breathing shallow. I was drowning in desire. Maybe losing the letter had been a blessing, because this hollow, unfulfilled craving was anguish.

  A knock on my door startled me, and I jumped away from the wall. Blinking at the surrounding emptiness, I checked my watch; it was 2:55 p.m. The person knocked again, a little louder this time.

  My heart sped at the thought that it might be Drew, but then I realized it couldn’t be him. He didn’t have a key and therefore would have to use the intercom to gain entrance; I’d have to buzz him in. If I was lucky it would be one of my neighbors. More likely it was my landlord.

  I set the letters to the side and stood with the lack of enthusiasm befitting a surly teenager. My landlord was irritating. She�
�d stopped by four times this week to make sure I didn’t take the faucets out of the apartment. First of all, I knew nothing about plumbing, and even if I did, I didn’t share Elizabeth and Janie’s obsession with bathroom fixtures.

  Secondly, the faucets—even by my standards—were lackluster.

  I shuffled to the hall just as the person knocked for a third time.

  “I’m coming!” I shouted, then mumbled as I unlocked the deadbolt and opened the door, “Hold your monkey wrench, freak. I’m not interested in your damn faucets.”

  I lifted my eyes, expecting to see the frowning and freckled Ms. Deveraux. Instead I sucked in a sharp breath, my hand flew to my chest, and my heart was off like the lead contender at the Kentucky Derby.

  He was…oh my God, he was breathtaking. He was magnificent. He filled the door, wearing a red and black checkered coat, his beard and hair cut neat, shorter than I’d ever seen them; though it looked like he’d been running his fingers through his blond locks because they’d arranged themselves as perfectly tousled spikes.

  But it was his eyes that made me forget myself. They were glowing embers, glinting gray, stormy and feral.

  My notice didn’t get much farther than his hair and eyes because, as soon as the door was open, Drew grabbed me around the waist and lifted me off my feet, his mouth crashing down on mine, his arms crushing me to him.

  I didn’t try to speak. The relief I felt was too substantial, too overwhelming. Plus, if I’m being honest, his letter had me turned on like a Christmas light display on December 24, and I needed his body more than his conversation.

  I wrapped my arms around his neck, and I might have climbed him a little bit, rejoicing in the perfection of his hot mouth sliding over mine. His tongue deserved its own Ken Burns documentary on PBS, and his hands deserved a Hollywood feature film. I moaned when his fingers slipped under my shirt, met the skin of my back. I arched against him while hooking a leg around his waist.

  Obliquely, I was aware of the door slamming shut and a lock being turned, but then I was soon horizontal on the carpet in the living room—on carpet I’d just paid to have steam cleaned—with Drew above.